Expired Feelings, 2023

[2-18-23]

aye i gotta air it out for the healing, so i dont care who aint feeling what im feeling… 

with the end of the year came closure and clarity, and some of those past chapters got closed carelessly… N it wasn’t my intention to be that heartless but it’s hard to feel bad when you never knew where one’s heart is.. regardless, i know i wear my heart on my sleeve and not knowing how to feel is my biggest pet peeve.. so all this new energy was hard to receive cus not that long ago it was hard to believe… and time is of the essence N i don’t set the clocc. so right now it dont matter who’s spinnin the blocc cus shawty got me on locc…still… love ain’t EVER felt this real… so all curiosities got killed cus i wasn’t losing my wife, forreal… it’s been a done deal… and on one hand i could apologize for even entertaining but on the other i know there’s no point in explaining.. i just know i wasn’t gaming—all that i spent waiting…but now i know my heart is in a different location… real rap.